This is the process of my recovery from an eating disorder through Jesus Christ. If you would like to see if you and I relate or if this blog is worth your time please see the "About" and "My Story" tabs.
Wednesday, January 11, 2012
I haven't given up but that does not mean Satan will
Well. Everything seemed so great this morning. And you know it still is great. It really is. But Satan was not easy on me this afternoon. I was not easy on myself. And I did not do everything according to the Spirit because I lost its influence for part of the day. I became really upset and mad at myself. WHY!. ugh. Why can I not just listen! How do I let Satan's justifications(lies) enter my mind! RRRR! but you know what. It is okay. I am fine. I am a daughter of God with divine potential. This is a learning experience for me. I will not give up. I am not going to say I am starting over tomorrow or whatever because this is a continuing journey. This day is part of the process to perfection. I am going to remember this day. I am going to do my best to take away from it what I can and use it to better myself. Satan would have me use it in a pessimistic way by making me feel like a failure. God would have me use it in positive way to better myself. I am not going to put it behind me but keep in my journey. God help me.
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